My Squirting Diaries
Yet another of my adventure in Female Ejaculation.
Last Week I had a marathon masturbation session. It was a rather intense experience, almost like an out of body Experience (OBE) – a bit like astral travel, yet different all at the same time. I squirted again today, but this time there was no Porn, OMG I hear people gasping lol. There was also an entirely different sex toy involved than in my previous squirting experience, this one also involved a double whammy g spot & clitoral Orgasm.
I had been texting -B after telling him of my original squirting experience – I realise He’s now a taken man, but I just can’t help myself. X had been very negative about it when I told him, outraged even. He called me ‘Perverted’, and kept questioning me in what I can only describe as an insulting way, saying things like “What? You were Fucking Yourself for 2 hours?”, “who Fucks themselves for two hours?” “where was Son while your busy fucking yourself?” “Why would you keep fucking your cunt with a glass dildo for 2 hours?”, along with comments like “whatever! I don’t get it” & “It’s just wrong” said in a very stern snipey through away kind of tone. so I guess I told -B because I needed some kind of positive response.
I guess after those remarks It’s no surprise that the ‘truck stop Hooker’ style sex that was had on Saturday sucked and I never even got close to cumming. also when I made a sexual request I was told that there’s more to life than sex you know.
I let -B read the squirting Post – He was flattered that I had written about how I thought he had the perfect fingers to get a girl to squirt. He also asked me to be careful not to let X hurt me now I’m fucking him full time – well once a week. I told him X couldn’t hurt me – but fuck it his remarks regarding the squirting hurt so much I’m crying just writing them… This was mean to be a hot sexual Post, but it’s turned out Sappy & put me in a fucked up head space. Possibly not helped by the fact that I’ve had 2 hrs sleep in the past 48hrs.
I swear it is -B that causes all this squirting business, he relaxes me and (in-directly) reminds me of what fun I could’ve had with him If I had simply just let go, (I have huge regrets regarding him, but only due to my own inactions) Somehow he has an effect on me that does make me completely let go now. Incredibly weird as previously I acted like a prissy fucking prude, rather than embracing my true self, that inner whore & truly enjoyed the sexual brilliance that he is.
Anyway, enough lamenting on crap i can’t change.
I got my new 6″ bullet Breeze – a nice long thick bullet with great power, and started with my clit. This thing is an oversized bullet & really packs a punch. I am still yet to do further investigations into squirting, but for me it’s about relaxation, sexually stimulating my mind & working the Kegels.
The relaxation part came about quite quickly, and soon I was giving in and handing my body over to its primal urges. My legs widen, opening my pussy as wide as possible and my hips start rocking, & my pelvis starts to grind my clit against the toy. I started out dry, but was soaked before I knew it. With every thrust against the bullet I’d tighten my pc muscles in quick succession, then pause before repeating it over a few times. I experiences a number of small quivering orgasms, with each one, as I tightened & released my pc muscles I’d do tiny demi squirts. My Underwear was getting soaked!
I feel so open, barren & void, My clit was singing, but my pussy was yearning to feel that void being stuffed full. I was so intensely wet, The bullet slid inside me with ease. It hit right on my G spot and I allowed the vibrations to work a little on it whilst my finger found my clit & I kept on with the intermittent kegels.
I could feel the small gushes of fluid as they ran along the inside of my pussy lips, down onto my thigh, It was as though a tap had been switched on. I Imagined how much some guy would love & appreciate my new ‘skill’ and the orgasm began to build. My G spot was starting to throb, my clit just grinding against my hand, whilst my fingers put more pressure on the bullet. That hand was coated in my juices as they really had begun to flow, my other hand was busy twisting my nipple… and I could feel the orgasm begin to roll in like a thunderstorm in the afternoon of a really hot summer’s day.
Every fibre of me began to tense up, but in a rhythmic way, each pubic push, brought on another, stronger wave of pleasure. I was to the point where I knew I was going to cum, and I didn’t want to waste it, nor let it’s intensity drop. So I went at it hard.
It felt like my clit was hit by a lightning bolt, which then flowed through the rest of my body, then My G spot Joined in. More lightening and thunderclaps as the orgasms from both inside and outside ravaged me as they collided. It was pure ecstasy. I pulled the bullet out to allow my pussy to convulse away to it’s hearts content and put the vibrations back on my clit, Just as my double orgasm hit it’s crescendo.
The Squirting gush truly exploded from me, sending my entire body into spasm. It was even better this second time. Possibly the most Intense orgasm I’ve ever had, and from dry start to soaking wet finish took less than 15 minutes!!
I’m going to do some fact finding research so I can provide you with more information regarding what’s happening when a Woman ejaculates, or squirts as I would love to teach you all to do it. It is sublime and ecstatic, almost tantric even. Once I do some reading I think I’ll be able to explain it a little better. I just wish I could’ve discovered this a month ago. Im sure -B would’ve loved it… although Im sure he’s seen it all before!
I’m also Proud of myself for finally writing a true post, one with simply words, without links or other superfluous crap.
All I need to do now is repeat this experience as often as possible & find me a replacement for -B, one who’s into squirting and possibly water sports, Might also see how much squirted in Panties go for. This could supplement my earnings in a great & very fun way!!
What a wonderful description of orgasms. Now I really want to orgasm as well. *happy sigh* Soon I hope! 🙂
Screaming Violet says
they truly are to die for – simply can’t wait for the next one
I was just introduced to your blog by a friend and I have read your 2 posts on squirting. They are great posts its kinda cool to see someone who wants to learn how to do this… I can not have a strong orgasm with our squirting every where the first time I had one it scared me and I turned bright red I didn’t know what my partner would think, but lucky me they thought it was Fucking awsome and super sexy thanks for writing so openly
Screaming Violet says
The first time I squirted with a male partner it was whilst he was giving me head and afterwards he told me that ‘as you started to squirt it was so hot I almost exploded’ whereas when I had told him I could do it he told me I was gross! weird guy lol
I really do need to blog a bit more on this topic as there seems to be a lot of mis-information floating around out therestating that the partner is the one who makes a woman squirt and it doesnt have very much to do with the woman who’s doing the squirting when it’s ALL about the woman knowing her body, her partner can obviously effect the outcome, but in no way is it only caused by the skill of the partner.
I came across your blog when looking for worn panties to buy..yes i am a kinkster, but have you thought about selling your saturated panties…im guessing you would do alright in that regard. well i am interested to know and keep up the horny blog…happy gushes to you!